Wednesday, August 12, 2009

About Gab's

Salutations to all of Gabby's readers,
My name is Courtney I'm Gab's friend, right now she is currently hospitalized and has asked that I update her blog so here goes.
She's not doing so well, she's depressed and the only day she stopped pretending to be okay. I as her best friend, didn't really see THIS coming, I knew something was unwinding but I never expected it to be depression. She's stronger than she knows, and I wish she could see that. I'm upset and angry because I feel like I wasn't good enough to make her better again, and that makes me wonder if I'm actually a good friend or not, but Gab's is still alive and that's a miracle in itself, so I'm still standing on that comforting thought.
Well I went at this hoping to inform you about GAbby-Ella* but I guess I just used her blog to vent, huh.
Please continue praying for Gabby, and her health. The doctor did some previously schedueled tests today, I suppose they went well. I think she's on-track as far as her surgeries are concerned, I just pray she'll be alright mentally.
Keep her in all your prayers!
love her friend,


rabidbutterfly said...

please remember you're on my mind.
i check on you every day (have done so for a couple of months now) and worry when i don't see a post. i don't know what else to say, except that i'm here, and you know how to get in touch with me. i'd love to hear from you, now that i'm even more worried.


lovey said...

Thanks for updating, I've been worried. I think her emotional state has been slowly deteriorating for a couple of months now. She's been through so much, and she wasn't getting enough emotional support (probably wasn't asking though) for what she is going through. I hope she gets the help and support she needs. I think also she is stronger than she realizes. She has so much going for her, being a kind and thoughtful person. Please tell her that we are all praying and keeping her in our thoughts.

Nicole said...

Im without words. please keep us updated. tell her she is in my thoughts...

naqiubex said...

GAbby!.. hope you'll be ok!

Ginger Lamar said...

I will definitely be praying for Miss Gabby. I know first hand how bad depression can be. Please tell her I am thinking about her and will be keeping her in my prayers.

Nicole said...

"Therefore do not be anxious for tomorrow; for tomorrow will care for itself. Each day has enough trouble of it's own."
Matthew 6:34

Nicole said...

"There's no point to any of this. It's all just a... a random lottery of meaningless tragedy and a series of near escapes. So I take pleasure in the details. You know... a Quarter-Pounder with cheese, those are good, the sky about ten minutes before it starts to rain, the moment where your laughter become a cackle... and I, I sit back and I smoke my Camel Straights and I ride my own melt."

Nicole said...

There is in every true woman's heart a spark of heavenly fire,
which lies dormant in the broad daylight of prosperity; but which
kindles up and beams and blazes in the dark hour of adversity.

-Washington Irving

Nicole said...

" When I'm stuck with a day, thats gray, and lonely. I just stick out my chin, and grin, and sayyyy ohhhhhhhh the sun'll come out tommorrow."