Salutations to all of Gabby's readers,
My name is Courtney I'm Gab's friend, right now she is currently hospitalized and has asked that I update her blog so here goes.
She's not doing so well, she's depressed and the only day she stopped pretending to be okay. I as her best friend, didn't really see THIS coming, I knew something was unwinding but I never expected it to be depression. She's stronger than she knows, and I wish she could see that. I'm upset and angry because I feel like I wasn't good enough to make her better again, and that makes me wonder if I'm actually a good friend or not, but Gab's is still alive and that's a miracle in itself, so I'm still standing on that comforting thought.
Well I went at this hoping to inform you about GAbby-Ella* but I guess I just used her blog to vent, huh.
Please continue praying for Gabby, and her health. The doctor did some previously schedueled tests today, I suppose they went well. I think she's on-track as far as her surgeries are concerned, I just pray she'll be alright mentally.
Keep her in all your prayers!
love her friend,