Long time.

Sorry I haven't posted in awhile. I finally got out of the hospital last Friday with not many results. The pain was gone though. They figure that its all just recovery, no good. Now I'm on 5 new medicines, Zofran, Reglan, Prevacid, Zantac, and Dexomethazone(SP?). 2 of them are iv the Zofran and Dexomethazone. The Zofran is every 6 hours, well close, Give or take a few. They did a scope and took biopsy's, we should find out about those anytime now. Also my surgeon Dr.Downy transferred me to the GI clinic because he feels that I don't need anymore surgery, which is great, just have to learn a new part of the hospital. He just doesn't feel qualified to take care of my new stomach issues.


My graduation was on Tuesday, it went great! I was so nervous. We had a part at my house before it, it was exhausting. I almost passed out while everyone was trying to get pictures. Awful. But the ceremony went good and I didn't trip on the stage which was a huge fear for me!!! I will post some pictures as soon as I get them on my computer.

The home health nurse came this morning for the 3rd time this week!! Different nurse each time. But my blood pressure is being funky, 104/0. How is that possible you ask? I don't know. He did it more then once and got the same result. Monday when the nurse came to draw all my blood again (50mls) she got done took it to the lab and then we got a phone call from her boss, apparently they have been incorrectly reading the orders or something and doing the wrong blood draws!!! No good. So Tuesday morning in the middle of getting ready for the graduation she came and drew more blood,(60-70mls). Talk about a lot of blood.

I didn't want to say anything on this subject but since I've been getting comments about it I feel a need to. I do not know what happened with "B" and "April" or how the situation progressed, I do not know if they are real and honestly don't want anyone to tell me either way because how am I supposed to believe it? I do know that whoever this "B" person is God loves her therefore so do I. I will continue to pray for her, and "April". What did it ever hurt to pray? Even if its all fake? But what if even part of its true, and obviously "B" needs our prays and I'm happy to give mine. So please do not comment about my "Praying for April Rose" tag because I am praying for her. Like it or not, its my choice not yours.

I also will be posting this in the side bar but if you would like to email me you can at gabbyswords@gmail.com .


Because of Picc line I don't get to go to summer camp this year, I'm upset about it. Very upset. Everyone here is trying to make me feel better but have just made it much worse. I know all things work together for THE good of those that love the Lord and are called together according to HIS purpose. But right now I don't feel it. I'm not sick enough to be sick but I' not health enough to be healthy. What am I? This would be my last year at camp because I graduated anyways but I want to go. I want to go so badly. So I've been avoiding Church and will continue to do so until I know that I can walk in without bursting into tears. Because right now I'm hurting and no one understands. I've spent more of my time these last few days crying then not. And I just feel awful.


Now I need some help. How do you create a blog button? And the signature thing? If someone wouldn't mind helping me with that I would be so grateful.

*Gabby