Saturday, February 25, 2012


No matter what I do, it's wrong. 
No matter what I say, it's wrong. 
No matter how I feel, it's wrong. 
When did it become anyone else's business? 
When do I get my life back? 
When can I finally stop hurting so much? 
I'm tired of feeling worthless. I'm tired of being told one thing and shown another. I hate being lied to. I'm so emotionally fragile right now and I don't understand why people have to purposefully make things harder on me. It's one thing when they don't know what's going on. It's another when they do. 

I'm sorry that I'm not perfect. 
I'm sorry that I'm not who you think I should be. 
I'm sorry that I've put everyone through so much stress all these years. 
I'm sorry that all I can give is never good enough. 
I'm sorry that all I can be is never good enough
I'm sorry really, I am. 

I'm hurting tonight. I just want to go hide. So hide I shall do. 

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