Wednesday, July 22, 2009

posting

Okay, its been awhile since I've posted and really I still don't feel like it but I need to get some stuff outta my brain and this is where I do that. I don't know why i havent felt like posting. I've been really down and this last week didn't help any.

Monday night I get a text that a guy I dated last summer was killed in a car wreck this last week. A... Really a text? Is that how you should tell somebody someone they care about died? I don't think so. At first it didn't bother me but the more I think about it the angrier it makes me. So I've been upset and outta sorts about that.

I have whats call Post traumatic stress disorder, which is a fancy way of saying my body is having stress reactions from all the crap its been through. And let me just say its not fun!

Well I'm exhuasted and don't have anything more to say. I will try to blog soon*Gabby

3 comments:

Nicole said...

who sent the text? I once had a Dr. leave it on my voicemail that I had a miscarriage. Sometimes people just dont know how to give bad news. not that thats an excuse, I'm just saying...
PTSD due to what? And I'm just asking...if its too private, no worries...
Whatcha been up to other wise?

M said...

Hi Gabby! Haven't heard from you today. Hope everything is going ok. Maybe I will hear from you later. Hang in there I know it is hard when you hear something so terrible especially thru a text message. Like you said it is weird how things can change so quickly!
Take care I will talk to you soon!
M

Anonymous said...

or how about hypochondriac?