Friday, June 18, 2010

A Bit Random.

So tonight, I'm tired of all the things in my life. Looking for a break. Glad I have next week off ... Need somewhere to go. So, you get this random post. I'm gonna start with things I love.

I love...
Vanilla ice cream.
Rain. Especially the smell.
Wookie. Even when he's a brat.
Warm clothes out of the dryer.
Sweet tea
Cheese Pizza.

Things that bug me....
When people say "This is way past a joke" when it wasn't a joke to begin with.
Being lied to.
Having the same question asked over and over.
Bugs, all of them.
Children that don't listen.
Waiting, for anything.

Now, these are just a few of the things that love or bug. Why? Well, it's 1230am. I'm not sleeping. Why not?

I had a fight with my sister. Kinda. I didn't fight much, just told her to stop. I'm not gonna go into details, tonight. Things aren't great. I miss my nephews. A lot. She is pregnant, everyone keeps telling me to cut her some slack because of that. No, I don't think so. She wasn't being emotional, she was being flat out cruel to undeserving children, I stopped it. Nothing physical. But that doesn't make it okay. Then she started on me. Yeah, at that point, I lost it. Not on her. just broke down. Yeah, this is me not getting in to it? Okay, moving on.

I need somewhere to go, for a few days. To get away from this all. Or, well or nothing. I just need it. But, have nowhere to go. Sad. I'm so over due for a vacation. The only away time I've had for the last 2 years has been hospital.... I don't think that counts. :( I need to find a snack, and go to bed. Not that either will happen, just what I need.

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