Who?

I feel crappy.
Like everybody wants me to be someone, something different then I am.
Like I'm not good enough.
When did I stop being good enough?

I don't know what to do.
I try not to care.
I say I don't care.
But honestly.
I care.
I care.
I really do care.
I want to be everything for everyone.

Humph.
I'm tired.
I'm sunburned.
I'm annoyed.
I'm over it.
But not in the sense that I no longer care.
But, that I don't like it.
I don't want to deal with it.
GRR.